I'm At A Crossroads

True story…

The other day, what was supposed to be a brief phone call, a quick ''hello,'' turned into a 5-hour conversation.

FIVE hours.

The last time I had a call of that length was probably in high school; during the days of leisure & little responsibility. That's not my life now BUT… I believe this call was part of a bigger purpose.

A divine plan.

For the last few months, I've wrestled with an important decision. One that will undoubtedly change the course of my life. And I know that because once I've made it, I'll never look back. Even if things don't go as planned, I will only move forward from there.

This hours-long convo… full of laugh-til-you-cry moments, deep insights, & honest confessions… helped me see things differently. Afterwards, I was able to face my doubts & worries head on. No more straddling the fence because of fear.

I'm finally ready to try.

Know that I'm a person of faith. I wholeheartedly believe in God & spiritual guidance. That guidance is especially needed when making big decisions. And in this case, a crossroads definitely qualifies!

I also believe in signs & I've asked to be given one as confirmation. Here's what I've decided:

My decision will be made a week from today, the posting of this entry.

At that time, I'll take the next step unless something (a sign) has given me clear reason not to. My goal is to always be aligned & choose the best option. In this situation, I'm content either way. I love that. It's the beauty of it all.

I'm no longer fearful of newness or the unfamiliar. If life has taught me nothing else, I know magic often happens more significantly in those spaces of change.

I encourage you to also MAKE THE DECISION you've been wrestling with. No more going back & forth. Get off of that mental seesaw.

You must be courageous enough to do and/or go where you're being led. That's my current reality. We can't afford to ignore that inner voice, the nudging that wants us to take action.

It doesn't matter what you have or haven't done up until now. Power always lies in the present moment. It's the only moment we're ever guaranteed.

Therefore, if my heart still beats by this time next week, the choice will be made. This decision is one I won't allow myself to ever face again.

It's now or never.

And in case you're wondering… no. My choice won't require an announcement afterwards. It'll be noticed over time. The evidence will eventually speak for itself.

I ask that you please send me good, positive energy. I'm surely sending you the same as you face your own crossroads. We've got this.

Let's not keep the magic waiting any longer.